Scared...
hi there...oh my god!last night wz so scary..i cudnt sleep well at ol! so i rilly need 2 rite about it..ok..so here's wut happened..i had a nitemare where i hav done hopelessly in my boards n then i hav gone soo damn fat!! i wz so pissed after that..n i started 2 hate myself like nething!then i thot abt it..i AM fat..yea that's true..but i cant even help myself..coz i really luv eating n i don't even exercise..wherez d time 2 exercise!but i do hav 2 eat less!i jus luv junk food..n i can't resist it! god help me!earlier i had d attitude of not caring abt being fat..but now i realize how imp. it iz!wel.. regarding my boards..nuthin new..i hav nitemares abt it practically evryday..so i m pretty used 2 it..n yea..therez 1 more prob..i m not growing tall also ..i m stuck up wid dis height! wat shal i do.. wat shal i do???wel. i think thati shud jus forget it coz talking abt it iz not gonno help.. so let me rite abt sum other gud things.. hey gess wat?? 2day i woke up at 8:30..jus imagine! even i cudnt believe it.. coz frm d last i had bin waking up at about 10 or 11.. as i dint had tuitions.. but oh no.. next week.. i gotta wake up at 8..:( .. now..let me make a resolution.. i wanna b happy no matter wat. n frm now onwards i'll not b worrying abt ol dis crap..i jus hope..this works!n i will try 2 lose sum of my weight but i gess.. i'll gain sum..lol.. chalo then.. i m going.. 2 study i think.. wel then buh-bye
posted by kasturi @ 9:29 pm
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