Wednesday, December 21, 2005

happy b'day 2 me...turning 16!!

21st of december..i hav always luvd dis day.n y shudn't i..its my b'day after all..yeah..today i hav turned 16.."sweet"16..hehe..wts soo sweet abt it..infact this time..nuthing much happd..i went 2 skool today..n wat do i c wen i reach my class..there r only 2 guys, manga n sambhav there..n i go like..hnnn???y did i cum 2 skool.. so i turn bak thinking hw i cud go bak home..then..came apoorva..i wz relieved..chalo atleast sum1 came!!i wont b bored atleast..then a few other ppl came..n apoorva n i were da only gurlz frm r class...ditsa wz pritty late..so v thot if she dint cum then v'll call her..but she came..ook..much better..atleast i get 2 celebrate my 16th b'day wid 2 of my bestest frenz..n yeah ofcourse apoorva (pahuja..dis time)did come..so da ppl i care n who care bout me were there..so i had fun...apoorva got this truly amazing cake ..i had 3 pieces..it wz damn tasty..mmmmmmmm......n apoorva n ditsa sumhw made a card frm skool..it wz sweet...v did nuthing in skool(i min v dint study nething)..since da course is over n hardly 13 ppl came..cuming 2 skool is a complete waste of time aajkal..nehow..tomorrow is r last day in10th..after that v hav preboards n boards..sotomorrow i'll b going..i hav 4 days leave 4 da prep.. out of vich i wz sick on 2 days...yeah..i wz terribly sick..now i m sort of ok.i hav recoverd thanx 2 my sweetheart mom..she scolds me threatens me blah blah but man!she cares a lot abt me..scares me actually....
this time im not actually celebrating my b'day so its kinda sad..n this time i m not so high abt my b'day..mayb that's cuz i hav grown up...i'll b cutting another cake vich my bro is getting in a while..i did my shopping yesterday..it wz fun..
16..it's cool...i feel great..m again going into my dreamworld..hehe..hey u no wat..m elder than da rest of my class..hehe.. that's cuz i m 89 born, in december ...ol da others r 15 n apoorva(pahuja)..is yet 2 b 15..hehe..shez my bestest friend evr..i'll rite abt her l8r..rite now i hav many things 2 say...my preboards r starting frm da 9th of jan..yeah..jus 20 days or so..:(..i hav dun a bit but i need 2 do a lot!i hav a preboard 4 maths in my tutions on da 24th..
there r many b'days cuming up...tanya's, my sis gul's, then apoorva's, then aayushi's....
there's always sumthing spcl abt each b'day..i dunno wts spcl wid this 1..or mayb i kno..
i now think 10th is a bit different..cuz this time therez no xcitement abt christmas n vaccations infact v hav 2 study hard..:(..n i will..
i'll b going now..byeeeee..take care..n best of luck ol da 10thies wid ur preparations n yea..merry christmas n happy new year..i mite not post much after this..atleast till da preboards...

Thursday, December 08, 2005

2 many things in my mind..

yeah..there iz so much happening in my mind..i can't put them in words..i m jus feeling depressed...i want 2 do so much as in i hav 2 study a lot..since there's only a month left 4 da pre boards n i need 2 do well in it..ppl say it duznt but da truth iz it duz....i'll hav 2 study 4 it..n b4 dat i hav 2 giv "pre boards" in my tutions..jus 2 chek myself..so i need 2 complete science n maths' course..n u no wat..i also hav 2 giv a sst xam..da complete course on 22nd..help me!!that means i hav 2 complete science sst maths by 24th of dec..vich iz impossible 4 me..n da most depressing part iz my b'day is on 21st.i cant celebrate it..so its jus boring.......n im turning 16...:(i wanna cry..v hav r picnic this sat n hardly ne1s cuming..wat crap..n there's skool till 23rd december..this iz absurd..freakingly hopeless..n yea i m so confused..n i cant tell ne1 abt my confusion.........this is getting crappier..i dunno wat im riting..i'll post later...bye..i cant take this nemore..i need 2 sleep..bye..