why do we(actually,i) crib so much?
im really too lazy to blog.everyday i decide i wil blog but i dont.i end up surfing da net or chatting.so skool's started.i dint go 2 US,instead i went shopping(in delhi,yaar) vich was not bad at all.infact i loved it.so i surfed cp n bought stuff(stuff here refers to clothes n shoes type stuff )n my dad shopped for me in us again..so i m all happy..:D . i spent my so called after board holidays doing nothing actually..i kno its so boring..but i couldn't help much. neways it was jus ok.with da "boards" getting over,one thing is really nice,v r completely tension-free.sometimes i even forget that i had given boards a few weeks ago n i dont remember wat i hav actually done in my paper..so weneva nebudy asks"how were ur boards?",i go like"huh?boards...oh well,they were ok".i hardly remember nething..most of my frenz hav been going here n there(out of station)..i wanna go too.i am bored since i hav nuthing to do,i mite go sumwhr in june..neways chuk that..i wanted 2 post on sumthing vich had been on my mind since a very long time..since i was a kid.i know i crib and it not gud,still i cribok..yeah..v all crib for various reasons, be it stupid or actual..i'll give u my example..i had been cribbing so much in everything ..suppose take food..i dont eat what i dont like n make a fuss about it sumtimes.i hate eating sum veggies n i get irritated wen i eat sumthing very often n i get bored..i jus go on cribbing about, i dont get da kind of food i like..n later wen i think about it..is that even a reason 2 crib about..not getting da food i like..huh?there r millions of ppl who dont get a meal a day n i fail 2 realise im privileged 2 get food thrice a day or more n all those things vich i demand from my parents n they work so hard 2 get them for me n im so ungrateful to them..that i crib..
i'll giv u another example..a few days ago it was decided that 1st n 3rd saturdays wil b working, n i hav fiitjee classes on saturdays so that wz going 2 b a problem to me,cuz da fiitjee ppl dont change da program(classroom) easily.so i started cribbing,why does our skool after so many years make saturdays working,what wil they get by that..da course always got over without saturdays working.6 days a week..wat a pain!wel, now they hav changed their decision..saturdays are not working,thank god and thank u authorities n all those ppl who stopped this from happening..i mite seem like im exaggerating..but that was how i felt.but later wen i thot infact i had thot this earlier also..having saturdays as working mite not b a problem wid many ppl cuz skool is fun n they dont hav extra classes 2 take on saturdays whick clash wid da skool timings..n it's totally ok 4 them 2 cum 2 skool on saturday n they enjoy skool..so these ppl mite not mind it al all..so that made me feel that im stupid to crib about skool's on saturday..there r so many ppl who dont get education n that also from such an amazing skool..there r many who jus want 2 recieve education but dont hav money n thry r willing to study as much as they can..n im jus so stupid that i dont realise im so lucky 2 get education,frenz,family and everything i hav
many of us ,when v r bored/pissed, v crib that are life is jus so hopeless n it sux..v get bored bcuz v r da 1s who dont do nething..v r lazy..believe me there r millions of things v can actually do n not get bored..our life is really gud..its ok if v hav sum problems..evryone has them..it's a part of life..bad times cum n go but v live thru them..im not being all preachy preachy..but that's da truth..v hav to accept it..i knew it's true but never really believed it..but now i believe it..wen i started thinking why do i crib???i cunt think of 1 gud valid reason..i realise that im really lucky to hav an amazing life,mayb not perfect..i hav a great family,frenz n ppl who care for me,who love me for who i am,n are always there with me no matter wateva happens..i luv all of 'em,i dont need 2 name them here..cuz they kno who they are..then apart from getting da basic necessities of life i actually hav luxuries(though im not super rich or wateva)..so c, my life duznt suck at all,infact it rocks..its amazing..i luv my life..sometimes..v think,infact i always think,"wateva i want 2 happen,it duznt happens..n wateva i dont wanna happen actually happens,things vich i hav never thot about"..is it sum law or sumthing..but u no wat..it mite jus seem like that n it's not actually that..i gess i hav confused u ppl enuff..
u mite b wondering how did i cum across this crap..actually i was bored after da xams cuz i had nuthing much to do,other than the things i had mentioned in my prevous post..so i had been thinking about all this..there's a saying vich i had been knowing since i wz a kid"an idle mind is a devil's workshop"..well yes,i wz idle but c'mon.. i cant reely figure it out how wz it a devil's workshop..was i da devil n i wz thinking so.."da devil's worksop".okiee..im confused n i got u ppl confused too,mayb..n yeah i read that book,one nite @da call center by chetan bhagat..it's a gud book though 5 pt. sum1 was better..so this book also helped me wid my thinking cuz in this book there were many ppl who had actual problems 2 crib about n they found a soln. n my problems r next 2 nuthing 2 these actually!
i dont wanna stop riting , i min typing.u ppl mite think im riting crap but i jus wanted 2 rite it sumwhr.. i'll rite later..i m not sure if this blog is gonna effect ne1 who reads it, not even sure about myself cuz mayb after a few days i mite forget about this ..n continue cribbing..
okie then,bye
posted by kasturi @ 11:37 pm
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