boards n results(a few days left)....
*gulp*yeah..the very thot of board results makes me scared..yeah,damn scared.that's mayb bcuz this is 1 of the 1st imp things i hav done so far n these marks matter to some extent..ppl r gonna ask me abt these marks..so u c, after the results,whoever i see is going to ask me 1 question ofcourse ,"so how were ur results?"..i dunno wat am i gonna reply cuz u never no abt the boards..they r pretty unpredictable.. and seriously,i dont remember how i have done in these papers..it's bin a month or so since i gav the boards..so watever marks i get wud b a surprise.. so the only thing i can do rite now, is pray for my results!!mayb,after a few years i mite jus laugh at myself for making such a big deal out of it..but rite now,this is wat im going thru..so wen i am sitting idle(almost all the time!) or at nite wen im not sleepy(huh!c, sumtimes i am NOT sleepy)..i think abt the boards.. n then..i wonder wat if i get horrible marks?by horrible here i refer to below 80 in ne subject..and ppl say that evn if i send my paper for re-evaluation,it hardly matters..so watever marks i get,i hav to accept it..i hav got enuff nitemares abt the boards(b4 n after the boards)..all my papers wre ok..but in my very 1st paper,that is sst..i wz very nervous..very! after 1 hour of my exam(that is,around 11 30)..i was like,shit,wat am i doing here..n the paper wz pretty indirect..n oh! there wz this picture qn abt vich most of us had no idea..n it scared the hell out of me.. if u remember, v got 15 mins more in vich v wre supposed to read the qns.. so this wz the time wen i saw that damn pic n a few other weird qns.. vich made me more n more nervous..so after the disaster in my sst paper for vich i had slogged like nething..( n i never liked this subject.. i cant believe that i spent 2 days doing 1 chapter!!) i dint try to even read the qns(in those 15 mins) in my maths paper..it hardly matters actually..n man!the maths paper wz lengthy!finished that jus 5-10 mins b4 the bell rang..so no time to revise..n later i realised i had done blunders..i felt so sick after it,messing up my maths paper n that also in boards!!!so after maths was science for vich v had 11 days..yeah 11 days..wid holi in between..i managed to play a bit of holi but not much..sumhw evn those 11 days seemed less..cuz on 19th,i day b4 the boards,i was like,shit!i am not sure of nething!n yes, the nite before the paper i wz always never sure abt wat i hav prepared for days.. n talking to all my frenz who hav completed wid their syllabus n r revising for the 2nd or 3rd time made me feel more n more sick(spclly b4 sst)...hindi n english wre ok..oh , i forgot to mention 1 thing.. on the day of my science paper..an unbelievable thing happd..i forgot my admit card!!! n wen i realised it , it wz already 10..actually, my plc ws pretty close to my exam.centre..so on most days, i came by walking...and my mom used to send my maid so that she cud get back my bag..ok, so i must hav checked a thousand times b4 leaving the house if hav taken my admit card..n wen i reached the centre, i forgot to take out my admit card n i gav my bag to my maid n she left...so i wz busy discussing /revising heart's diagram wid apoorva n suddenly i realised i dont hav my admit card..ok i wz abt to hav a heart attack,then n there..dont worry i dint cry..i wz too scared to cry(cuz thr wz hardly ne time!!)it wz 10 already!!!n v were supposed to b in the examination hall at 10..luckily, apoorva's mom wz there wid her car..n she took me to my plc(its hardly 2 mins frm the centre) so i got to my plc..n found out tht my maid wasnt there n she had my bag...i cudnt believe it, that i wz missing my science paper!!!i wz at the verge of nervous breakdown... then i saw her walking "aaram se".. i ran to get my bag , took my admit card n went wid apoorva's mom to the centre.. my mom was jus shocked...she wz much more nervous than me....that day she cudnt cum wid me cuz she wasnt well..thank god,apoorva's mom was there... i almost thot that,i wz going to miss my science paper...so i reached there by 10:10 , n gess wat..i dint evn knew,vich class i had to go into..n finallyi saw a few of my classmates n the paper hadnt started til then..there were a few minutes left...the paper wz ok,gud.. but seriously, that scared the hell outta me.. i wz sitting next to a window..n there wz a gud breeze so it wz gud, the paper wz short..n after science , i had english n hindi which were okay... n then on 27th.... the exams were over...it wz jus like any other exam but i wz damn nervous... these were the boards..i cant expect how much i wud b getting.. another 3-4 days to go for the results..not sure abt it.. the icse results r out..i hav sum frenz who wre in icse skools..n they hav done reely well..most of them hav got in 80s & 90s..congrats to all of them..miss them.. neways,i'll rite abt my results in a week i gess...n best of luck to all those ppl, who r going to get their results :)..this post is kinda long, i mite hav exaggerated a bit.. but i felt like riting it...u mite hav got reely bored reading this..but i cudnt help it.
ok then
adios
posted by kasturi @ 7:57 am
2 Comments:
Hey kasturi .. this is apoorva .. dun b surprisd dat i m ritin a comment .. but .. hmm .. dun wry .. ull top delhi as in ull gt amazin mrks .. i m sur .. u r such a parakoo .. toh .. i m sure ull get nuthin less dan 90% or rather 95%.. seriously .. believe me .. nyways we hv our result in 4-5 hrs .. so best of luck .. do wel.. TC
APOORVA!!
dude..i dunno y u were cribbin' so much..u did well..ohhh nd i dint read d whole thing cuz it's way too long but i got wht it might say by d first line!!!
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